I thank God for you all who have stayed committed to this fast with me. I am ever grateful that I can share with those who are taking the same journey with me, enduring and overcoming the challenges that befall us. Today was extremely hard for me. I feel that emotionally I'm at my wit's end and physically I'm almost there. Seeing that I live on campus, I don't have access to the resources I need to make a real meal for myself. I've basically been living on fruits and intermittently having vegetable rice noodles for a meal. Today, I realized that I had it up to my throat with rice noodles and fruit. This was a new feeling for me, a new challenge since I've been pretty ok with the diet part of this fast. I tried almost everything I could to find an alternative meal and it seemed that every door I tried to open slam shut in my face. I was honestly on my way to the edge, about to lay on my bed and cry till I fell asleep. But thank God that His grace is sufficient for me!!! I could feel the Spirit of God urging me to hold on and fill my appetite with His word. He completely changed my focus to see the true author and finisher of my faith and to let me know that no matter how independent I think I can be, I NEED HIM to make it through these days. What an awesome God we serve!!! There's nobody, NOBODY greater than you Lord Jesus. You are Great Jehovah!!!! Mighty, Mighty Mighty are you Lord!!!! AMEN!!!
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